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9 November 09 Monday
Monday, November 09, 2009 at 8:07:00 PM

Today's a Monday. and it sucks!

Lesson was bored, cos we have to mit up with the minsiter of law to enrol in a small dialouge. -.-
Fell aslp during "stock manangement"

went for jogging and gym immediately after sch as i need to go for my lesson @ 6pm.
Gym was fun.
It always feel so good working out with u guys. It's not stressful at all. HAHA!

Lesson @ 6pm is fucking sucks! I duno wad happen but i was scolded till i'm like a piece of shit.
Wad on earth did i do wrong dis time?

Seriously, i need to do something abt it.
or not i'll be wasting my own money. ):


Gonna do my hmwk already. Bye readers.

I'll play for you.


7 Nov 2009 Saturday
Saturday, November 07, 2009 at 12:55:00 PM

Mon-Fri:

E stress level is going up once again! I duno wad i can do to stop it, but i dun think it will work anyway.

Have been staying in sch till sunset for almost everyday? Other than doing our project, we've been hitting the gym and jogging.

The bond between the class is getting stronger and stronger. How i wish dis is not our last sem. But it's alrite, true frenship never dies! (:


Went to collect my watch and get myself a new pair of havanans* on friday.
*did i spell correctly?

Today's a saturday!
A stay in saturday again. cos i have no where to go, and no money to spent. Went to have a sumptuous breakfast/lunch. HAH!

even though i ate my breakfast/lunch alone outside, i feel so satisfied. :D
after that, went to have a haircut cos my head is getting heavy.

Going to hit the gym and joggin later. Cos i will not be free on sunday.

Need to start on my project work oso, since there's still time. HAHA!


Happy bday in advance to ShiNi and PuiMan. (:



Alios!

I'll play for you.


31 October 09 Saturday
Saturday, October 31, 2009 at 7:11:00 PM

2nd week of sch comes to an end. the stress level i'm experiencing now is still not decreasing.

i wonder how long can i take it if the stress level is not decreasing? -.-

A lot of assignments to be completed but 24 hrs is barely enough. I believe dis apply to all my classmates.

Have been gyming regularly for this whole week. Hope all my efforts will not go to waste when i re-take my napfa again. HAHA!

I would like to thks everyone hu accompanied me (:

Special thks to BEN, WILSON, UZI and MAXE.


FYP is getting on my nerves but dere's nthg much i can do. So my only solution is to overcome it. (:
we can do it, guys!! JY!


Today's a saturday! Got a lot of events but was all turned down by me. Feeling very tired!
SO today's a STAY-IN Saturday. BORING!! -.-


Watch "jumper" AGAIN, and guess wad? Rachel Bilson is OMG sexy. :D
How i wish my future gf looks like her. -.-

Tml will be dedicate to FRESHBOX. So dere's nthg much to elaborate. Gonna watch my movie again. (:


Bb readers. Alios~

I'll play for you.


25 October 2009 Sunday
Monday, October 26, 2009 at 1:04:00 AM

Hmm. First week of sch ends with a lot of STRESS!

FYP, So many modules and tasks to complete, OMG!

After 8mths out of campus, i felt that my body and mind can no longer work as one. -.-


Did my napfa few days back, didnt managed to get Silver or Gold. End up getting body aches and muscle cramps. HAHA!

But it's okaes, i will make sure i'll get it the nxt time round. (:

Anyway, SPECIAL THKS TO BEN, WILSON, MAXE and UZI.
Thks for the moral support during the NAPFA test. (:



Went to JBP for prawning session with MAY and Family, ah BEL, BEN, WILSON!
HAHA! It was my first time. Quite excited, but requires a lot of patience. (:


The prawns were yummy! HAHA!
Photos were uploaded on FACEBOOK!

Whoever wants to see, can go to my profile.



Wkends was dedicated to FRESHBOX.
Work at Bugis Junction for consecutive 2 days with ah bu. :D

Ohh ya, knew 3 new colleagues. DORIA, CHERLYN and STELLA.
Welcome aboard. :D


Got to start preparing for the new week. Nites, peeps. (:





I wonder wad did i do to deserve all this?!

I'll play for you.


19 October 09 Monday
Monday, October 19, 2009 at 8:41:00 PM

Today mark the first day of sch. It's not bad, but not that good either.

Maybe i've been out of sch for too long. To be exact, i've been out of sch for almost 8mths. -.-

Even though the surrounding didnt change much, but my sch is getting more and more crowded.

And every single face looks so young. ):


I think those year one student belongs to 1992. LOL!


Okaes lah. enough of my nonsense. (:

good bye everyone.



I have only one wish in mind now
and is to do it only once.

I'll play for you.


11 October 09 Sunday
Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 7:15:00 PM

Hmm. Life is as usual, so there's nthg to talk abt.


In CPTC: Shift work is fun, but tiring. One more week, and i'm done. NP, i'm coming back. (:

Work: Was having mood swing all the time. It's like ON/OFF. ):
Just ur name alone, will make my mood goes on a rollercoaster ride. And i dun like it.
Especially when i knew that all this things means nthg to u.

Upper Bukit Timah(K.A.P): Was alright. Having to study late in the nite, really kills. Cos it's
been a while since i have late nite study. Reach home around 7am.





I'm lost once again wondering if everything was just a dream

I'll play for you.


5 October 2009 Monday
Monday, October 05, 2009 at 11:42:00 PM

Shit man! Today is a hard day. so tired. ):

wad to do. I only left with 2 more wks. After the 2 weeks, i'm back to sch. ):

In between with no hols.



Nid to wake up super early tml for my lesson. SIAN!

Good nite everyone.





Trying very hard not to think.

I'll play for you.


4 October 2009 Sunday
at 1:04:00 AM

Friday:

CPTC just sucks!

after cptc, we went straight down to clarke quey. cos that time didnt get to drink the tower, sibei bway song. haha.

E pple dere : ME, BEN, ISABEL, WILSON and his cousin. (:

All can consider ferocious drinkers. :P


Okaes, keep everything short and sweet.

After we finished our tower, we went to rebel. cos we wanna chill. haha.
so stay all the way until 2plus before cabbing home.



SAT:

Woke up @ 9am. Surprisingly...

Got nthg to do all e way till 4pm, met b and hh to go cut hair. After that went queensway to buy my bro's present.

MANUTD JERSEY, His fav team. (:


Happy bday, kor. (:

After that, went to clarke quey to attend althea's duno how many years old bday party @ social house. haha.

*fast forward*


it's a great nite. (:

After that, drove to mac @ yishun to eat brkfast. =x

went home, slp...



SUN:


woke up late. SHIT!

managed to reach at around 11am.


Fast forward once again***



End of the day, home sweet home. However, i nid to finish my hmwk. -.-



Good nite guys. (:





Something just does not seems right. -.-

I'll play for you.


1 October 09 Thursday
Thursday, October 01, 2009 at 11:45:00 PM

Okaes, I wake myself up already. cos september have already ended.


There's only one thing in my mind now:


MY BACK HURTS! E PAIN IS FUCKING KILLING ME.. ARGH!!!



Got to go slp as soon as possible. nites.

I'll play for you.


30 September 09 Wednesday
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 at 10:31:00 PM

It's a wednesday. Meaning that we are halfway done for dis week. (:

I duno wad's with me recently, always get into trouble. Maybe bcos of my change in temper bah.

it's getting bad to worse. Wher is the always "calm" me? -.-


Seriously i need to do something abt it. anyone to calm my soul for me? or distract me from all those unnecessary things?


Nxt week onwards, we are having our shift work. 2 Days and 1 Night. LOL!

it's pretty sux.


i think i need to go get my things done already, i will stop here.


nites readers.






Feeling sick, restless

I'll play for you.


27 September 09 Sunday
Sunday, September 27, 2009 at 11:34:00 PM

Will not tok much abt wad has happen, cos i'm working the whole of today.





One song from the CD caught my attention, and i found out the title is call Pieces.

It's by Sum41.





After listening to the song, i had a lot of visions in my mind. But none was clear. -.-

nvm, just let u all noe the feeling i felt when i was listening to the song.







I tried to be perfect for u, gave u my heart.



U happily crushed it in the end.



After wad i have done, everything seems to be redundant.



Nthg i did, goes into ur heart, let alone appreciation from u.



Pls dun sae u did, cos everything u did in e end, demolish every little hope i have.



Seems to me that u r trying to tell me u r better off with someone else.



I give u everything i have, yet u sae u wan nothing from me.



Guess, i'm better off on my own. At least i will not get hurt so badly ever again.











TO any readers hu want to listen to the song, u can go to youtube and search.

nites!

I'll play for you.


Saturday 26 September 09
Saturday, September 26, 2009 at 7:54:00 PM

It's a saturday! Yet i'm all alone at home studying. CPTC trg just sux, man! I duno why, and i dun wish to know why. I just want to finish this 6wks trg. DAMN!

I've been awake since 12pm, yet i got no distraction from the outside world.

nvm, if no one understand wad i mean by that sentence.



Time check : 2000.

Taking a break from all those studying. -.-




Goodbye readers.




What if i find myself lost and all alone?

I'll play for you.


25 September 09 Friday
Friday, September 25, 2009 at 1:53:00 AM

Seems to me, things have changed and i could no longer be the same.


Recently a lot of things happen, and i can only say it's too much for me to handle.

Nthg went smoothly ever since. I really hate it.




Gonna turn in soon, cos i'm really very tired and my mind needs a rest. After all those slpless nite. Or slp with nitemare is so terrible.






Wad did i do to deserve all this?

I'll play for you.


23 September 09 Wednesday
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at 10:50:00 PM

Today's another meaningless day. I duno y so dun ask me.

It's rather pointless for all e things i've done. I don't even know wad i'm doing. hais.


okaes, exam around e corner. to be exact, it's on nxt monday. 28 Sep 09. -.-

It's time to study. Hope i will be able to pass or at least get a B.



Waiting for time to past..



U never know how much i need u
cos u dun even need me

I'll play for you.


23 September 09 Wednesday
at 12:04:00 AM

Seriously, my mind is in a mess! I duno wad i can do, and i duno wad i shld do..


If i could just fucking turn off my stupid mind for as when i want, i willing to make any sacrifices.. It's really killing me!!



Lastly, after wad we've been through
u still went back to him
afterall, my guess is correct.
rey, u are such an idiot.

I'll play for you.


18 September 09 Friday
Saturday, September 19, 2009 at 12:33:00 AM

It's a long wkend this wk. Thks to our malay frens. It's a public hols on monday.

Will be working on sat, sun and mon. LOL!

just wanna earn abit more money.. maybe by doing this, i will bcom more secure.



Tml morning will be a pack day for me.

Morning, exercise? iron my clothes? and visit elwin.

Afternoon, working @ ION.

Night, Still duno yet..




Feeling very exhausted after a very long week.. It's full of stress and disappointment.

I wish i have all e answers to every little thing about my surroundings.



Dere's nthg i can do, and i dun wanna do anything abt it.. I'm tired.





Wake me when september ends
Lastly, i could not be e same anymore.

I'll play for you.


17 September 2009 Thrusday
Friday, September 18, 2009 at 12:37:00 AM

Hope my exam today will be able to score. (:

Today's lesson sux. Got scolded again. I duno y. So dun ask me. All i can say is i'm too dumb.


Couldn't get to slp even though it's almost 1am. I wonder when will all the bad things stop.. I really wanna know when..



Have a small talk with my lil brother, eugene. Hope life's good for him. JY k? (:




Gonna start on my hmwk already, since i couldn't get to slp. Goodbye everyone! and Good nite!



I miss u
I miss ur hugs
and lastly, i wanna hold u tightly like i always do.

I'll play for you.


16 September 09 Wednesday
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 at 11:36:00 PM

Today is a Wednesday.. Tml is thursday. -.-

okaes, i noe i'm abit lame.. Tml will be a very long day for me..


First thing in e day: My exam.

Follow by rest of the training .. ):
Hope my exam will be able to score well.


After my CPTC trg, i need to go for my lesson. Hope i will not be waiting for too long cos i got nthg to do.


I duno wad happen to me, but i dun wish to know either. Cos i'm afraid of all the "Terms and Conditions" that comes with it. I'm scared.. I'm afraid..


A pair of sweating, cold and shivering hands will never felt ur warmth ever again.


CPTC trg really really sux.. I'm left with 5 weeks. ):
and it never fails too make me tired..




Wad am i gonna to do w/o u?
Lastly, i just wanna be left alone for awhile.

I'll play for you.


Tuesday 15 Sep 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 at 10:04:00 PM

It's tuesday already.. Even though time at CPTC past very slowly, when i left that place, time seems to fly. LOL!

2 more days and it's exam. -.-

Can i finish e test with a smile or end up w/o a word? i doubt myself.


need to practice for my test for today and tml. hope i can do well.


dis sat and sun will be working. dun ask me why. I can only tell u i'm run out of money. hais.


anyway, i got nthg much to blog too. goodbye.




when i'm with u, i make every sec counts.
however, our clock no longer ticking.

I'll play for you.


12 September 09 Saturday
Saturday, September 12, 2009 at 11:41:00 PM

Spent most of e day at hm? cos no where to go and dun wish to go anywhere either..


spent some of my time doing household chores, exercise, revising my work and use com.


during my exercise, i almost puke and faint. lucky i didnt force myself to continue.. or not that will be e very last thing i do..


Staying at hm can be damn boring.. maybe i get used to be outside every sat le. lucky ly came online and jio me for dinner.

so we went to 925 to have our dinner.


after that walk around cos still very early..

reach hm around 9..


watch bof until 11...



nthg to blog either.. good bye everyone. will be working at vintage tml. (:
any kind soul can visit me if u all wan. thks.




isit too late for me to make a turn?

I'll play for you.